calling this a poem for now.
(first verse)
so tired of confusion
so tired of me
so tired of messing up
so tired of the disrespect i give
(chorus)
life is precious, life is short
i just want to live it right
i just want my life to be what it was meant to be
i just want to do as my Maker wills
i just [...]
by my selfish desires,
the line is blurred.
between want and need,
necessity and greed.
to want.
to crave.
what is need.
and what is just desire.
my mind says i need.
but perhaps i simply desire.
i need, said my greed.
here it goes…
with you i am so prideful, and full of me.
but so and so brings me humbly to my knees.
he brings out the worst, and she the best.
so who am i really?
always changing, never consistent.
never the same, always different.
i’m so sick of living inconsistent.
i want to be real.
i want change for the best, [...]