7 of 7. still figuring it out…
day 7.
i finished my task.
the consistency was difficult not going to lie.
blogging daily though helped me to definitely keep before me areas of my life in which i struggle. which quite honestly is pretty much every area of my life.
i so often fail.
but so often i seem to ignore it.
i feel bad for a short time but allow myself to forget and get caught back up in the race that is life in orange county.
by blogging it forces me to slow down to a certain extent.
i have to take the time to think and form thoughts into sentences.
i have to dwell and think longer on my mistakes and down falls than perhaps i would typically do.
part of me wants to just keep blogging everyday, but i don’t see that happening.
i don’t think the few of you who read this blog would want to be reading a new post everyday anyway or even have the time to do so.
but i most definitely need to blog more often.
either shorter more frequent like weekly blogs.
or perhaps longer monthly or bimonthly blogs.
i don’t know yet.
but i should probably figure something out.
i should also capitalize my uc app essay and get in proof read one final time.
on the bright and lighter side.
i love our new basketball shoes and uniforms.
coolest looking ones we have hand since i have been playing at least.
it’s bitter sweet knowing this is my last year.
hopefully i don’t waste it along with the rest of my life.
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live love.
breathe surrender.
with reckless abandon.
November 18th, 2008 at 5:55 am
nobody alive has arrived, everybody is still figuring things out. in different ways, yes.
today is now day 8 of 7 you could write a blog today, see what consistency you could keep for the next couple of day, make journaling a habit (talking to myself her too.) write about the good, and the bad; the significant and the trivial. Use your talent for words and put your thoughts to html.
i like the jerseys, not i big fan of the shoes.
November 18th, 2008 at 10:10 am
Thanks for putting your self in a vulnerable position and letting people see your heart! Keep up the blogging! Even if it is only once a week that is not failure!