lying just to envy
envious… oh so envious…
lies…i’m lying to myself
saying i am fine and alright
but deep down i know…
that i envy, envy, oh so envious
i tell you that it’s ok
i say if you’re happy then so am i
lying, lying, lying to myself
saying i am fine and alright
when deep inside i know…
that i envy, envy, envy you so much
you got your act together
while i’m searching for my own
i wish you the best but i’m hoping the worst
hypocrisy is my ever favorite verse
lying, lying, lying to myself
saying i am fine and alright
knowing it is all a lie…just a lie…
cause i envy, envy, envy all the time..
it’s like my new pastime
forming one big lie…
that i am ok, ok, ok and doing oh so fine
but i know it’s all a lie..
just one big blatant lie
cause i envy all the time…all the time…
…lying, lying, lying to myself
saying i am fine and alright
when deep inside i know…
that i envy, envy, envy you so much
you got your act together
while i’m searching for my own…12:50 in the a.m. and i see my self as a liar.
lying to myself just to envy one more day, saying to self your doing ok.
Lord you know i am no where near ok. and even if i were ok, ok is not where i need to be.
we never arrive. we never plateau.
…i wish you the best but i’m hoping the worst
hypocrisy is my ever favorite verse…
September 15th, 2008 at 2:57 pm
wow, really true! Thanks for the thought provoking post!