live love.

i don't know much. and the more i think i know. the more i learn. the more i start to understand. the more i realize how little i know. how little i really understand. the more i learn the less i know. this world is too vast. the Creator of this world is even more vast. i'll never get it all. the more i learn, the more i don't know. God is beyond everything i can ever imagine. i wonder if when i see His face, if things will make more ... Read More

i still love you spencer. Read More

the other day i overheard someone complaining that life isn't fair. and they were right. life isn't fair. life isn't even close to fair. and for that i am extremely happy. if life were fair, i would have no hope. i would be hopeless. if life were fair, i would get exactly what i deserved. all the time. i deserve hell, eternal damnation and separation from the Creator. i deserve o be punished for the very nature of my being. if life were fair i would be most miserable. ... Read More

i am bad at doing "devotions." i struggle to read my bible everyday. i often fail to sit and be immersed in absolute truth. too many times when i go to lay my head down to sleep i realize i left something out of my day. now for me its hard at times to sit and read my bible. i get distracted. i find something else to do. i get too busy. i all of sudden remember i have a project that needs to be pounded out. i do ... Read More

simply defined a blog snob is one who looks at the blog of another and says "wow that blog is ugly, mine is way better." that was a direct quote from renae ashton by the way. the first official blog snob as far as we know. i must admit. i do fall into the category of blog snob. i don't think my blog is the best or even the best looking by any means. there are many great blogs out there. but let's be honest. the good majority of ... Read More