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in light of my lack of capability to swim i have decided it prudent to write a will. i do not own very many things but this so far is my list of items and who shall be receiving them. 1. my imac. this will be offered to my church under the direction of spencer bales and james ashton. if they deem my imac as no longer useful for the church it then will go to my brother david wright. 2. my four gig red ... Read More

i'm sitting here attempting to write. attempting to make sense of the thoughts that flood my mind. thoughts that run into each other and produce more thoughts. i almost feel as if i'm trying too hard to "blog." too hard to come up with something meaningful to say. trying to come up with something that is fresh and new. something that isn't about hypocrisy. balance. inconsistency. seems that's all i ever talk about. seems like i always struggle with the same thing. is that just how it is? is balance and being ... Read More

it has been 18 days since my last post. thought. blog. whatever you so choose to call it. this is essentially just to say hey i'm still alive. i still know this site exists. i haven't forgotten about it. i actually have had quite a few things go through my mind but i haven't quite got it figured out enough for a post. granted most of my thoughts up here are spur of the moment and that i never will have it all figured out. so maybe i just ... Read More

i'm tired. today was long. so was yesterday. but as i walked to church this afternoon i was instantly refreshed. the moment i stepped out of my mobile home park i was instantly amazed. it was a gorgeous day. the sun was shining. not too bright. not too hot. just right. scarcely a cloud to be seen. gentle cool breeze was lightly blowing the leaves in the tress. i could not help but feel alive and refreshed and energetic. the sluggishness left me instantly. i stopped in my mind for a minute and ... Read More

only as far as the color of this blog. thinking of rolling with this look for a little while. it's pretty simple and right now that's kinda what i want. i have a few themes up my sleeve that have huge potential, but they will never be anything until i actually take some time to learn how to do this css and php jazz. well that's that i suppose. if you don't like how it looks then cool. if you do well i don't know what is wrong you... just ... Read More

i want to live with reckless abandon. i don't want to hold anything back. Jesus did not ever intend for us to live part time. to be part time followers. to be part time disciples. we are either following Him or we aren't. everything we do is either glorifying God or going against God. there is no in between. no middle ground. He called us to excellence not failure and not mediocrity. living ok. living alright. that doesn't cut it. i'm not saying we aren't going to screw up. what i'm saying is ... Read More