“um…”

Categories: life, me being me

“um…”
what most people say or mutter or verbalize or what have you when not sure exactly what to say or how to respond.
well i don’t know what to title this so…
um…here it is…
i now have pictures up. much nicer way or presenting them than flickr.
to view them (at least at the time being, i’ll explain [...]

"um..." what most people say or mutter or verbalize or what have you when not sure exactly what to say or how to respond. well i don't know what to title this so... um...here it is... i now have pictures up. much nicer way or presenting them than flickr. to view them (at least at the time being, i'll explain shortly) scroll on down to the bottom and click the link called amazingly enough pictures. i say at the time being because i may be changing themes in ... Read More

but it’s easier…

Categories: life, thoughts

building up.
not tearing down.
that is how i want to live.
how i was meant to live.
the way God intended us to live.
why do i complain?
tear down.
hurt.
harm.
destroy.
it doesn’t make any sense, yet it is so easy to do.
it is easier to talk trash than to praise.
it is easier to do harm then to help.
it is easier to [...]

building up. not tearing down. that is how i want to live. how i was meant to live. the way God intended us to live. why do i complain? tear down. hurt. harm. destroy. it doesn't make any sense, yet it is so easy to do. it is easier to talk trash than to praise. it is easier to do harm then to help. it is easier to complain and be critical than to offer a solution and do something about it. it is easier to tear down than to build up. it's easier. how lame. rather than live ... Read More

the beast.

Categories: life, me being me

i haven’t posted in a while, so i guess good a time as any to just get something new up here.
let’s see…
i’ve driven a bit more now, and liking it a lot.
it’s getting a little easier and more comfortable each time.
i drove my mom’s ‘93 ford escort wagon.
the beast.
one day my beast i hope.
my dad [...]

i haven't posted in a while, so i guess good a time as any to just get something new up here. let's see... i've driven a bit more now, and liking it a lot. it's getting a little easier and more comfortable each time. i drove my mom's '93 ford escort wagon. the beast. one day my beast i hope. my dad has a civic, but who wants a civic when you can have the beast. november 10. first basketball practice. so pumped. excited. and any other words that describe elaborate joy and excitement ... Read More

i need, said my greed

Categories: life, poems, thoughts

by my selfish desires,
the line is blurred.
between want and need,
necessity and greed.
to want.
to crave.
what is need.
and what is just desire.
my mind says i need.
but perhaps i simply desire.
i need, said my greed.

by my selfish desires, the line is blurred. between want and need, necessity and greed. to want. to crave. what is need. and what is just desire. my mind says i need. but perhaps i simply desire. i need, said my greed. Read More

words came crashing in the midst of sleep

Categories: life, thoughts

it doesn’t matter
the game
the grade
the “a”
the loss
the “f”
it doesn’t matter
in the grand scheme
toys and cars
lands afar
money and time
do they mean more than this rhyme
so what matters
what counts
yet somehow
it all matters
it all counts
everything means something
i’ve heard it said everything is spiritual
is what i write now the truth or fallacy
at times i am not sure
i only know [...]

it doesn't matter the game the grade the "a" the loss the "f" it doesn't matter in the grand scheme toys and cars lands afar money and time do they mean more than this rhyme so what matters what counts yet somehow it all matters it all counts everything means something i've heard it said everything is spiritual is what i write now the truth or fallacy at times i am not sure i only know the absolute i only believe the truth then why do i question why do i doubt it's been said all is vanity and that is the truth seeming paradoxes ring true seek and you will ... Read More