hmm.

Categories: life, me being me

…i just got my permit today!!
pretty sweet.
i managed to only miss three questions.
(i figured i’d end up missing eight.)
only downside is my first behind the wheel with an instructor isn’t until september 28.
so no driving still until after that session.
but it is all good.
love to you all.

...i just got my permit today!! pretty sweet. i managed to only miss three questions. (i figured i'd end up missing eight.) only downside is my first behind the wheel with an instructor isn't until september 28. so no driving still until after that session. but it is all good. love to you all. Read More

growth

Categories: life, thoughts

i had a great conversation with a friend named bob the other day.
we were talking about growth.
he gave me the example of buildings and trees.
as i was showering this morning, i was thinking of that conversation.
and decided to write down what i was thinking.
how many times do we attempt to grow in the wrong way?
we [...]

i had a great conversation with a friend named bob the other day. we were talking about growth. he gave me the example of buildings and trees. as i was showering this morning, i was thinking of that conversation. and decided to write down what i was thinking. how many times do we attempt to grow in the wrong way? we try and grow in a systematic compartmentalized way. today i'm gonna grow in love. when i get that down, i'll work on honesty. tomorrow humility. we compartmentalize our very life ... Read More

possibly a poem…

Categories: life, poems, thoughts

here it goes…
with you i am so prideful, and full of me.
but so and so brings me humbly to my knees.
he brings out the worst, and she the best.
so who am i really?
always changing, never consistent.
never the same, always different.
i’m so sick of living inconsistent.
i want to be real.
i want change for the best, [...]

here it goes... with you i am so prideful, and full of me. but so and so brings me humbly to my knees. he brings out the worst, and she the best. so who am i really? always changing, never consistent. never the same, always different. i'm so sick of living inconsistent. i want to be real. i want change for the best, not just the better. no more faking. (no more faking) kind today. so harsh tomorrow. speaking lies, then claiming truth. leaning, falling, i'm losing balance i never had. always changing, never consistent. never ... Read More

(team)redemption testimonies

Categories: life

use the audio player below to listen.

use the audio player below to listen. [audio:trtestimonies.mp3] Read More

inconsistency.

Categories: life, thoughts

inconsistency.
i hate it.
i am so sick of living an inconsistent life.
why can’t i be the same person at all times?
(i am not saying i don’t want change,
i’m saying i don’t want to be different around certain people or in certain situations.)
why am i so unbalanced?
(i don’t even update this site consistently)
humanity.
is so broken.
so rebellious against [...]

inconsistency. i hate it. i am so sick of living an inconsistent life. why can't i be the same person at all times? (i am not saying i don't want change, i'm saying i don't want to be different around certain people or in certain situations.) why am i so unbalanced? (i don't even update this site consistently) humanity. is so broken. so rebellious against what we were originally created for. yet i have been redeemed. and yet i still live broken. rebellious. i'm still being redeemed though. there's always hope. Christ says to "be ye perfect, ... Read More

change

Categories: life

old site design was starting to wear on me.
i needed a change.
something simple.
fewer colors.
this is it.
feel free to let me know what you think.
love.

old site design was starting to wear on me. i needed a change. something simple. fewer colors. this is it. feel free to let me know what you think. love. Read More