live love.

it has been a long long time since i have last written and posted anything. i am the perfect example of inconsistency...not a good thing... well here is a quick update as to what i have been up to 2 fridays ago, june 12, 2009 i graduated high school. very surreal. still not sure what is going on exactly. just a couple days ago, last friday, i had my new student orientation at cal state fullerton. pretty long. alot of it pointless. but i did get my schedule ... Read More

june 12, 2009. this day only comes once. there will never again be another june 12, 2009. life is lived once. and only once. faculty and staff. friends and family. pastor davidson. mr cantrell. pastor thomas. class of 2009. the years. the months. the days. the hours, minutes and seconds that make up our lives have come together this evening to celebrate an event. an accomplishment. a transition. the transition from high school to what some would call real life. an accomplishment of finishing and enduring 4 years ... Read More

i have to confess i made a mess, i messed it all up all Your intentions and ways You made me to worship, You made me to praise and worship i do, but not unto You i adore myself, i love myself, i lift up my own banner of praise i’ve got it all wrong, i’ve gone far too long backwards and twisted, much have i twisted what was intended for You and made about me i said the words, i sang the tune i read the lines, i closed my eyes but ... Read More

“we are now, and we will be in the future, only as intimate with God as we really choose to be.”  -j oswald sanders   so true. my relationship with God is my responsibility. i have no one else to blame but me. yes, God still grows me, and must change me, but it is my choice whether or not i allow Him to. it is up to me how much i will allow God to take over. c.s. lewis puts it this way.    ‘"'Make no mistake,' He says, 'if you ... Read More

today james hacked my site to make it easier to have the picture for each post instead of using stupid excerpts. he’s getting quite proficient at the hacking and tweaking of wordpress sites. as i have often found myself and i mentioned in my last blog i haven’t blogged in a while. this morning in sunday school, pastor matt again emphasized the usefulness of journaling. i have always agreed and viewed blogging as my form of journaling. but i have let it slip. i haven’t remained constant. i ... Read More

it has been 35 days since i last posted a blog. i am a horrible person, i know. my webmaster keeps reminding me just how horrible i am.  what? webmaster you say? yes, i have a webmaster to manage the massive influx of hits and other such web statistic terms and phrases that this site takes in on a second by second basis. along with the ever increasing frequency with which i have been posting... all joking and satire aside i would like to thank james ... Read More